I could rehash the entire 1.5 years of the time I've been in California but its too much effort.

My mom said that it seems like I was fated to go to the US. Personally, I kinda agree. It's really strange circumstances that made me somehow end up in US.

When I came back from Australia, I wanted to go to the US coz my then bf was there. And obviously being young, I was hopelessly in love. Although looking back now I have no idea why.

Anyway, my only route there was to do some classes in Malaysia to transfer to the US. Not really coz its expensive or coz I didnt apply in time. I think it was something like a punishment to ground me here and make me figure out what I want. So I did classes here and my relationship with my then bf fizzled and died. But not before I had an emotional and very VERY minorly physical altercation with someone else. And before I broke up with him, I kinda landed myself another bf so I broke up with the first one.

So you think I have no more purpose in going to the US since I broke up with the purpose. And have another purpose to stay. But I'm already so far on the road to America, I might as well stay the course.

When it was time to leave for America, it was totally unlike how I envisioned it at the beginning. I was supposed to be meeting my sweetheart, embarking on a life with a perfect boyfriend and his family. But it ended up more like I was leaving my toyboy to embark on a life with a friend I didnt know too well in a place I didnt know at all.

It was such miserable weather when I got there. Freakin disgusting. Rainy, wet. And my friend and I couldnt find our ride (shuttle bus). Stupid fucker parked way over from where he was supposed to be. And we had to drag all our luggage over in the rain. And it was freezing and he didnt close the god damned window.

We get there and the door of the dorm is locked. Awesome. The people messed the date we were supposed to be there up. So we're locked outside a dorm. On a road with no one there coz its still winter break. And its raining. And we have a shitload of luggage. Good thing it was so isolated coz we were perfect for robbing.