It's so sad how people get so lonely.

This guy has been messaging me on Friendster for about a month or two. He does it every week and I have no idea who he is.

It would be weird if he was stalkerish and kept making sexual comments or asking me to add him. But he doesnt. He didnt add me even though my email is there. He didnt ask to meet up. He didnt even ask me to reply. All he does is send me messages about his life and what he's up to. Like I'm his friend. He's a 30 year old Chinese guy who's down on his luck and I guess..has no friends. And he's that lonely that he messages someone he doesnt know on friendster every few days. Even though I never reply him or even give any indication that I've read his messages.

Even that dimsum fella. I still cant figure out if he's just highly socially awkward or if he's just so lonely that it makes him weird.

Yesterday he asked me to call him when I get back to America and I gave him all kinds of half arsed excuses. I have no phone. My roomate's phone plan lapsed. (It didnt). I dont know when I'll get out of customs.

Yah yah I feel guilty for being so mean. But he was like..YAY YOU'RE COMING BACK. And when I said I didnt want to come back, he said ILL HUG YOU WHEN YOU COME BACK. Like urk. No thanks. I refuse to be traumatised further on top of being homesick. But you gotta be THAT lonely to keep stalking this girl you barely know and tell her all kinds of stupid details about your life. Or maybe its just the way he tells me.

"Hi! I found some drinking buddies today! We did Irish carbombs!"

"Oh really. Who?"

"Some guys who used to stay at my place and got kicked out for drinking too much."

Like ok..and? Your life has gota be that boring that going out and drinking Irish carbombs are worth mentioning to a friend you dont know that well.